It is Dec 30th 2007.  I am glad to see the end of what was  the second most painful and hard year of my life.  I am starting the new year alone with my kids. Just the three of us with ¨Romeo¨ our little chihuahua.  New challenges are there. Uncertainty fills every aspect of my life and it scares me. Being alone with the kids is new to me, and I understand that it is okay to feel afraid and unsecure at the moment.  Time will heal me, and give me confidence. I will rise, and bring peace and joy to my heart and my family´s.  Day after tomorrow will mark the beginning of a new life for me. I will make 2008 the best year so far, for me and my family.       God please grant  your blessings for me, my family and everyone in DS so we can all heal, be good, be happy, and be of help to others.