38 Minutes and 2 deputies

So there I was after spending the last 10 days with my son waiting on my STBX to get back in from her travels. I picked the boy up and took him to lunch then we went down to a old WWII Fort and walked around. It was a good afternoon and we had a lot of fun. I started getting a little down as we headed home and a few tears got past my defenses. I know the son was getting a little stressed out because I was upset. He's been really good since the first day when he was so upset. His mother talked to him a grand total of 38 minutes since the 21st of this month. She wouldn't talk to him much more that a 1:40 at a time. I think the longest time was 2:39, so good of her to take that much time out of her day to talked to her son. Tonight I was waiting for her to get home and just get in my truck to leave. She texted me that she was "Here" so as soon as I saw her car I headed for my truck. She drove up and I was heading out before she even parked her car. I headed out the main road and took turn at the intersection and there were two Sheriff deputies sitting in the road with their lights off. Might just be a coincidence but I really don't think so. I think that crazy &^%&* called them to have them waiting just in case I tried anything. Funny I can be trusted to be with our son for TEN days but then I'm going to get crazy when she gets back and do something. I know that I should forgive and just get past this for my son's sake but so far I haven't found the grace or class to bring myself to that point. I'll just have to keep saying my prayers and hope God can spare some of that healing grace to calm my troubled soul.