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why am i soo selfish i never used to be but im apparently a little cow now who doesnt think about anyone but herself ive upset everyone, everyone who ever cared about me and i cant seem to stop everytime i talk to jess we argue and everytime i talk to karen i upset her because i make her feel inadiquit. emily is so sweet but i wish i never involved her all its done has brought her closer to karen and tash, i kinda feel shes taken my place. there was no point including her because one she cant help and two she doesnt want to. i showed her this site and she never uses it. and tash i care about her most of all but she cant see that. she wont talk to me and she doesnt trust me but she needs to realise is that i have never done anything to purposely hurt her so she has no reason not to trust all i want to do is help