Ok so blood been taken and even RN said "I Must be... or it's so terribly cruel joke"! So now we wait, and that continuous prayer doesn’t sit so quietly, it's more like a beating drum inside my head. I'm, we're, ready for this. I'm ready to leave my life as I've known it behind to start a family. Truly truly! I just hope that now I can. Thank you all for the thoughts, wishes and prayers! As usually it’s being me a smile and a little sense of peace.