Update

Been a crazy week, quietly popping in here from time to time with little time to actually respond or reach out, sorry.   Blood work on Friday came back well, things look good, estrogen level was right where they ant it although they did up my pills by tow a day, so now it’s 4 in am and pm. I’ll stay with that until 3/21 when it’s back for blood work and ultra sound and if everything looks good the transfer should be about the 26th or 27th according to RN. Have to bring the hubby with me, infectious dieses panel must be done again…yeah! Last time I almost passed out and threw up and he nearly passed out. But then I hadn’t eaten and had all the blood work done at once so there was like 12 vials at once. Wouldn’t be that bad this time so….  Feeling ok, just kinda weird, almost like I have the start of a cold, run down, achy. But I’m pretty convinced it’s the hormones, most of my achy is in the pelvis area, and presence has been set and these hormones zap me of energy. There are slightly grosser side effects of the Estrace, which someone posted a few weeks ago and I’m glad or least I might think something’s wrong. And I’m having almost constant AF like cramps, light but never the less. Worse at night before bed. Still could be worse so….  I’m having some trouble with a girlfriend, she in crisis again and honestly none of us (there’s a core of gals) have the patience for it, I just am starting to feel like she manipulated things for attention and frankly the problems are potentially too serious that I just am starting to refuse to play into it or enable her. Not that I’ve ever been the one to just pat her on the head and tell her everything ok, sometimes that just not the case and everyone needs someone who will tell it straight but with compassion, that’s me. And at this point with where I am I just can’t, not to say I’m not going to be there or help if I can but the whole manipulation and story telling for attention – NAH, not happening. My girlfriend and I are heading to dinner with her tonight to try and figure out what’s what, I’m just not looking forward to it.