Ok so RN called I have ovulated so we start the Lupron tomorrow morning, 10 Units until March 4 when I’ll go in for more blood work and hopefully everything will be nice and quite. I’m slightly concerned only because I’m having some tell tail Endo/cyst signs, but I know that should just put off starting the next phase and not much more.  So DH is really thinking I’m losing it, I picked up the “bag this time no box-o-fun” and came home and cleaned out and organized the little cubby box that we have all our “paraphernalia” in and I was actually joyous about it, all smiley and “ok well I can put this here and this there”, like I was arranging flowers or something! So sad, so very sad!   Got up this morning to call my SIL, DH wants to go up there this weekend! OH NO! My niece, god love her, it not like most children, she’s never wrong and will argue with you. So I was concerned that if they know Grammy and Auntie are coming next weekend for the party that she would spill it, and you can’t just “push it off” like you might other children with the oh well “she has it confused with the Florida trip next month”, she’ll fight you tooth and nail because she KNOWS she right, which of course she is but… So I had to ask her to blow us off for the weekend. We had a good laugh at how tricky this is all getting, we’re terrible liars to being with and he must be feeling like no body wants him, his mother is even avoiding him a little and doesn’t seem like she’ll be coming for his b-day and his niece doesn’t want to see him for her b-day. That might actually put him on the suspect side, but if he doesn’t start to suspect anything he certainly will not be expecting the 45 people, he might think we have a family dinner planned or something but…well that’s what I’m hoping anyway if I can’t just completely and utterly surprise him.