So pick up the “box o fun” on Tuesday and Friday is baseline. I’ve been “busy” and sort of let my mind/body stuff slide a little at my demise, neck and shoulders are KILLING me, not sleeping as soundly and notice I’m clenching my jaw again. NOT GOOD! I’m on count down mode and really need to make sure I pick it back up, I suppose the fact that I’ve noticed a difference be it good or bad should kick me in the butt enough to know this should work for me. I just have to DO IT, make sure I make the time, might have to talk to DH about helping out a little bit more, at least with kitchen clean-up that would leave me a little more time at night and energy. I wish it would warm up around here, I so wish I could go home and just go out of a walk before I start dinner and domestic diva crap ;0) Once I get home, I immediately start “doing stuff” and before I know it its after 9 and I’m done! I’ll really need to work on that, change up the schedule. Especially since the next few weekends are going to be so busy with the surprise party, the show opening, family in town and a baby being born that I’ll need to make sure I can keep it all together while dealing with the drugs and doctors visits. I want to give 110% to my cycle but don’t want to leave 0% for my life, not this time. I have too much going on and I’m very excited about it all and I know if I let it get away from me I’m done. I’ll be right back where I was the first cycle and I didn’t like it there. Some it will be unavoidable (I will still most likely have a cry session when I come home from the hospital but at least I should be able to go this time with out a complete mental breakdown) I know but if I don’t try I’m not doing me any good or DH. Or my little popsicle embies ;0)