A little out of sorts today. I’ve been doing so well, but trees down and it’s all started to hit me again. My dad’s in surgery as I type, bypass, I spent most of yesterday at the hospital with him while he got settled in. Now today my Mom and brother are there and I’m at work, trying to keep busy and not worrying – HA! I was painfully reminded basically my the calendar that yesterday a year ago, was the first appointment with the (first) RE, and a year later I have 15+ lbs, a BFN, and the fact I’m a case study in IF for my resume and not much more! My RE gets back from vacation tomorrow and I don’t know if I’ll hear from her or not, don’t know which Wed the board of brains was meeting, but never heard from her before the vacation so I’m giving her the benefit of the doubt that she didn’t have a answer and just let me sit waiting. I’ll call on Monday to see what’s up, if I don’t hear before then. Luckily I technically have an appointment scheduled for the 14th, a follow-up that we ended up having that Monday before she left, so I have a reason to pester.