Feeling down

So I haven't been around much, lately I decided to stay away from the computer for a while, trying to do somethins around the house and stuff. It's been good for me, trying to keep my mind a little busy with tiny things. But today I feel terrible, I feel lonely and hopeless again, I miss my ex (it's been 2 weeks since we decided to stop talking and I erased him from everywhere). I just wish I had someone next to me, it's silly but I feel like I just need a hug, or just a nice gesture, it's hard.
I'm thankful I still have 2 weeks more of vacation before having to go back and face the world.