I can't wait for Thursday to find out if this cycle worked or not.  DH and I have plans with friends on Friday, and I'm anxious to see if I will be celebrating or drowning my sorrows.  I told DH I would either be the designated driver or the designated drunk.It scares me to death.  I know it is best to be positive, and at the same time I'm trying not to get my hopes up just in case.  It's a really tough time.