Should be working but need to journal..

Busy hectic days trying to get all of my loose ends tied up before I go to the beach. Making things a little harder on myself by trying to get the house in order before I go. Been shampooing carpets and cleaning baseboards. Got my car serviced and cleaned it this afternoon.  catching up laundry and washed a few sweaters that I wore last winter..guess it's been a while since I have done ALL of my laundry.  Making sure that all of my patients are in good shape before I leave and have what they need.

I'm beat..and not finished.

A little aggravated with the big guy tonight. Have to be honest and say that he has some of his dad's less attractive personality traits. Well.. maybe just 1. That sense of entitlement. Glad he doesn't show it often. Like being beautiful and charming is enough..shouldn't have to do anything else. My ex is like that.  My son will not be if I can help it.  I set him strait..he said that he was sorry..and all is well.

Ex tried to call me 4 times today. Didn't leave messages. I didn't call him back. I don't answer the phone unless he has the kids with him and he didn't. I might have to write him another letter.

2 more days of chaos.  My nephew wants to ride to the beach with us (the cool people are in my car). I told the boys that they are going to be stuck listening to my music for most of the ride down. I will have 4 hrs to leave this all behind me.

Bought another bathing suit. This time a bikini. Connor saw it and said " thanks mom..that will make me sleep easier"..lol.

Might have to leave the bikini at home..along with the cigarettes.  Having kids is worse than having parents..they won't let me get away with anything.

I'M TAKING WINE!!

Have to draw the line somewhere.