my quote for the day:

" DO OR DO NOT.. THERE IS NO TRY"--Yoda Jedi Master

Got it off a poster in my sons room. Who knew that Jedi Masters were so philisophical??

"purging" my thoughts to my ex on that letter was very theraputic. I am going to give it to him on Wednesday when I pick up the kids. This will be AFTER he and kids come over Monday, while I working, to mow my lawn. He offered yesterday and I accepted.

Another great date with flower guy and I figured out why I like him so much. I am CALM when I am around him. My mind stops racing and I just feel peaceful. Plus he helped me clean out my fridge when he couldn't find room for the leftovers from the TON of Chinese food that he brought with him. More flowers that are sitting in a vase on my computer table since this is where I spend so much (too much) of my time.

Making progress with the house. Lawn will get taken care of tommorrow. I am off Thursday and friday to spend some time with kids on thier Spring break.

Today is a VERY GOOD DAY!!!

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I\'m glad you have had a good day - :-) You are making good progress. I\'m trying, just a little set back, but I will keep trying. The fact that you are peaceful around the FLOWER GUY is a good sign that you two are a good combination. Keep up the good work.
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Great to hear you had such a good time this weekend. Gotta love that flower guy. Loved the letter, let us know how he reacts. Hopefully it will feel like he just got bitch slapped. Sorry about the language. Have a good evening and week coming up.
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That\'s great Che. I feel more calm (most of the time) since stbx moved out, but would love that calm with a flower guy. One of my big four prayers: for guidance, peace, affection, calm. Getting there.
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Does he have a sister? That\'s all I\'m asking. Take care and enjoy the time with your kids.
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sorry--just a brother and even with everything that is going on with you right now, my guess is that you would not be interested!!
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nice....
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OK, I gotta ask - is the \"Flower Guy\" a real Flower delivery person or is that his secret code name since he brings you flowers all the time?
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that is his TOP SECRET code name and , yes, he brings me flowers all the time.
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A brother, you say??
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yes. he is married to someone 20+yrs older than him. She sould be \"kicking the bucket\" any day now ..lol.. and he will be available.