I still hate Mondays!!

J's court date got a continuence ( spelling?).. anyway his lawyer asked for it..she is pulling some of the most underhanded stuff I have EVER heard of but it is stuff that she won't get away with... J has had a VERY bad day and I have been on the phone with him alot today. I keep telling him that this will not last forever but it sure seems like forever!

Going to the Hospital with my mom in am. They are going to try to "zap" her heart back into a normal rythm.. had to do it before and it worked but the Caridiologist is not quite so optomistic this time... anyway I will be there. I am the ONE ( as in only one) who will care for my parents as they age and have physical needs. Fine with me but PLEASE GOD let my kids be grown first!! When I pray ( not often enough)I pray that I will stay strong and healthy to 1. get my children to adulthood and 2. see my parents thru whatever they need. Being there for the grandchildren would be a nice bonus for my good behavior!! When you work for Hospice you know that things don't always work out as planned but here's hoping!!

Feeling like I have a lot on my plate tonight. Probably because I do. A little worried about my mom tommorrow. She will get thru the procedure fine but may not have the outcome that she is hoping for.

Went to gatti's to celebrate great report cards. I saw the Vice Principle of thier school today. She said something about my " husband" and I told her about the divorce. She was completely shocked and said that everyone though that we were the " perfect family". Also said that you would never know that the kids had been thru that from thier grades, behavior, etc. Glad to hear that.

Mondays over...did I mention that I hate them???