anger

Im just soooo angry.  I just dont understand who can throw away 21 years of their life with someone and NOT care!!  I wish i hadnt cared so much and taken so much care of my EX.  Never appreciated.  I know this isnt right, but i wish my EX lives in HELL!  I know thats sad and bad to say, but after the way ive been treated, i just DONT CARE ANYMORE!  I will miss my son sooooo much and i hope that he thinks i still love him soooo much.  I hope my EX learns to take care of my son and spends time with him!
i hate my life.  No job, no money, no home and my EX just doesnt care.  I HAD wished him well and had cared how he was going to support himself, but now i guess i just dont care.  Im sad, lonely, depressed, angry, wanting to beat someone/thing!