hmmmm

well, everything has been going...cant say good, but going. ive gained more weight. a shit ton actually. im up to 192 the last time i checked the scale. but ive also been back into my ED for about a week. so im hoping its significantly down, however, i wont check the scale bcuz i dont want to be dissappointed. today is the worst holiday....thanksgiving. i hate food. i hate it so much.