moving forward

AFter my dad died I thought it would be hard to feel any urge to push forward but then i realized I have been moving forward all along. being able to wake up everyday or making myself get up is one small step to moving on to everyday. I have a new boyfriend in my life and this time I want to spend eternity with him. I swear hes a guardian angel. hes everything I have been looking for, someone real, sincere, sweet, funny, chill.. we both like to do stuff together but we both have different hobbies that we can share with each other. I love him so much he has been such a positive person in my life. He's helped me to cope with the world and want to keep moving. just as soon as i thought i was going to give up i found him...I guess thats a sign to all that you should never give up. god has a plan for us he would never put us in a situation we couldnt handle. I'm moving forward I'm graduating this year, I'm 18 now and I'm going to do whatever it takes to be the best i can be.. =]