I am very thankful to have found this support group.  I was thinking I was alone in my thoughts and that no one could understand the pain I am enduring.  I lost my husband on April 27th.  It is still raw.  I'm so lost my heart is broken.  The loneliness is overwhelming.  We had just started our business together.  Now running into work and going through the process of my day is tough but getting better. My circle of friends are very supportive and that is helpful and a blessing.  I believe the worst thing is that he is no longer there to bounce thoughts off with. . So a deep breath and the inner voice that says I can do this is what I rely on daily.  I can hear his voice saying okay enough it's time to get up and do this thing called life!  If it were only that simple  we would all be okay.  
Sorry for the rant.
Carla