Well I'm feeling some better, I actually feel like writing in my journal again. As far as the Copaxone goes, I'm on the waiting list for financial assistance and I'm going to be doing half doses of the Betaseron once a week until I get the assistance for Copaxone. My neuro just wants me to keep a little of it in my system, so I won't be totally without protection. I'm going to start with the half doses this Friday evening, so if it causes me any problems, hopefully they will be gone by Monday. If the half doses cause the same sort of depression, I WILL NOT do them, I can't stand to get in that shape again.