Sunday morning, my favorite time of the week. This past week has been a good one, I went back to work on Wednesday and it was so nice to get out of the house and actually feel like going somewhere. I was expecting a HUGE mess on my desk, but guess what? It was totally clean!!!!!! Turns out that the one girl in the office that I don't particularly get along with had helped me out while I was gone and kept all my printing and filing done. Don't ya' think that made me feel like a sh*theel? Actually, we have gotten along fairly well for the past year or so, but the first couple of years after I started there were extremely tense, and I quit a couple of times because of her, but the bossman always talked me into coming back. And I have finally come to the conclusion that I like my job, and she's not gonna make me lose it. I think I have grown up a little in the past couple of years too, which never hurts anything. Physically I'm doing as well as I can be I guess, my left eye is pretty much cleared up, but my right one is still a little blurry. It will either clear up in time or it won't. I hope it does, but if it doesn't, it's not the end of the world. I have too much to do to worry about it, and worrying never did anybody any good anyway. I'll just do what I gotta do, and if there are days I can't do it, I'll call somebody to help me. The worst anyone can do when I ask for help is say no, and if they do, I'll keep calling people until I find someone that says yes. It's really that simple. I ain't ashamed or embarrased to ask for help anymore, that was part of my growing up process. Well, I guess I've written enough for now. Everyone have a wonderful Sunday, and I'll write more soon. 

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What a great attitude. My favorite saying when I get out of bed in the morning is \"God, I\'ll do my best today and you can handle all the rest.\" Enjoy your Sunday.
Dee
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hi deb,
thank you for answering me.i appreciated it very much.what a great journal you wrote.doesn\'t it make you feel good to get out of the house and be productive! sometimes i\'m not up to going,but then when i do my mental state feel\'s better.sound\'s like this girl at work is coming around.i would keep up whatever you been doing.people realize even if it takes a while the true person we are and that\'s important.

i do the same thing with some of my doctor\'s.some have sense of humor\'s and some don\'t.if they don\'t laugh back i just laugh at myself too.did you have a relapse and is that why you\'re eye\'s aren\'t so good?
you just keep up that attitude and sense of humor and you\'ll go far.it help\'s me get a dream going and have lot\'s of fun with it on here especially.we all
need laugh\'s.good luck to you.
your friend,dianey
P.s.that\'s one of my imaginary names i gave myself in one of my jokes on here.you\'ll find out.lol