Sunday morning, my favorite time of the week. This past week has been a good one, I went back to work on Wednesday and it was so nice to get out of the house and actually feel like going somewhere. I was expecting a HUGE mess on my desk, but guess what? It was totally clean!!!!!! Turns out that the one girl in the office that I don't particularly get along with had helped me out while I was gone and kept all my printing and filing done. Don't ya' think that made me feel like a sh*theel? Actually, we have gotten along fairly well for the past year or so, but the first couple of years after I started there were extremely tense, and I quit a couple of times because of her, but the bossman always talked me into coming back. And I have finally come to the conclusion that I like my job, and she's not gonna make me lose it. I think I have grown up a little in the past couple of years too, which never hurts anything. Physically I'm doing as well as I can be I guess, my left eye is pretty much cleared up, but my right one is still a little blurry. It will either clear up in time or it won't. I hope it does, but if it doesn't, it's not the end of the world. I have too much to do to worry about it, and worrying never did anybody any good anyway. I'll just do what I gotta do, and if there are days I can't do it, I'll call somebody to help me. The worst anyone can do when I ask for help is say no, and if they do, I'll keep calling people until I find someone that says yes. It's really that simple. I ain't ashamed or embarrased to ask for help anymore, that was part of my growing up process. Well, I guess I've written enough for now. Everyone have a wonderful Sunday, and I'll write more soon. 



What a great attitude. My favorite saying when I get out of bed in the morning is \"God, I\'ll do my best today and you can handle all the rest.\" Enjoy your Sunday.

hi deb,
thank you for answering me.i appreciated it very much.what a great journal you wrote.doesn\'t it make you feel good to get out of the house and be productive! sometimes i\'m not up to going,but then when i do my mental state feel\'s better.sound\'s like this girl at work is coming around.i would keep up whatever you been doing.people realize even if it takes a while the true person we are and that\'s important.

i do the same thing with some of my doctor\'s.some have sense of humor\'s and some don\'t.if they don\'t laugh back i just laugh at myself too.did you have a relapse and is that why you\'re eye\'s aren\'t so good?
you just keep up that attitude and sense of humor and you\'ll go help\'s me get a dream going and have lot\'s of fun with it on here especially.we all
need laugh\'s.good luck to you.
your friend,dianey
P.s.that\'s one of my imaginary names i gave myself in one of my jokes on\'ll find