Well, I didn't make it to work today because I didn't sleep ANY at all last night. I was so sure I would be able to, because I hadn't slept much the night before, but I was so wired last night that I couldn't even hardly close my eyes at all. OMG, the people at work are so fabulous, they told me not to worry about anything, just concentrate on getting better. I did manage to sleep about 2 hours this morning. Norman, bless his lil' orange heart, has been so sweet. He has curled up in the bed with me all morning, under the covers at my knees. He knows that mama doesn't feel good, and he's doing such a fine job of trying to help. He's been right beside me the whole time, if I get up to go potty, he's right there with me, and goes back to bed with me when I'm done. Now, since I'm up, he's sitting here in the office with me on his window perch beside my desk. He won't let me get too far out of his sight. Animals are so amazing. I go for my 2nd IV today about the same time as yesterday. Mom will be going with me today, she feels so bad that she couldn't go yesterday. But damn, I have such a wonderful support system that I almost have people begging to take me. Even my elderly next door neighbor offered to take me. His daughter is the one that took me yesterday, she lives on the other side of him, so we're just all one big happy family on this road, lol. I guess all in all I'm not feeling too badly, and I know that eventually I will be able to sleep, so I'm not too worried about that. Thank you so much to all of you for your kind words of support and messages, they mean more than you will ever know. I'll write more soon.
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