I miss you each day. Today was somewhat easier.....maybe it was because I had so much work to do or what it was but somehow I didn't feel as anxious as I have been feeling. You spoiled me so much. There are things that I'm having to learn to do. I hate it. I'm not that good at it. I still haven't driven your car yet, I think I may take it out this weekend and take you with me in the passenger seat at least you won't be complaining about my driving. I promise I won't ride the clutch. You will forever be in my heart. I love you.