I miss you each day.  Today was somewhat easier.....maybe it was because I had so much work to do or what it was but somehow I didn't feel as anxious as I have been feeling.  You spoiled me so much.  There are things that I'm having to learn to do.  I hate it.  I'm not that good at it. I still haven't driven your car yet, I think I may take it out this weekend and take you with me in the passenger seat at least you won't be complaining about my driving.  I promise I won't ride the clutch.  You will forever be in my heart.  I love you.