Yesterday I applied for heating assistance. I called and left messages for the heating assistance and winterizing assistance programs, but no body has called me back. I am waiting for an application form to come in the mail for a 100 gallon heating oil program from another agency.Today, while I was applying and being denied (maybe) for temporary assistance, they delivered 184 gallons of oil, and the bill is over $600. I maybe don't have that much. I'm going to have to borrow it somewhere.I spent the morning applying for assistance. I went food shopping, and didn't have enough food stamps left and had to charge another $40 on my credit card. I can't breathe. I feel like my head is going to explode, and my chest is tight. deeper and deeper the hole sinks, and I found out that the Mainecare is going to cost me my house. They are putting a lean on my house to reimburse them for covering me and the girl for medical. Even if I get desperate to sell this delapidated house, the money is gone. They are going to take it. I won't even be able to relocate to somewhere where I can find a job and maybe, just maybe, survive.I don't know what to do. I don't know where to go. I can't breathe.