Matt's stone arrived the day before my birthday on 3rd April, it looks nice.Will try and upload a photo when I can. Feeling very emotional and alone at the moment not looking forward to the 8th , hubby said he's going to have the day off work as he wants to go to where Matt was killed and put some flowers there, he got narked when I said I didnt want to go there ,the same route that we had to take to go to the Hospital to identify Matt, am I wrong in not wanting to go there? to me the day is going to be painful enough.