Well once again i am feeling anxious for no apparent reason.  My sister has just returned from Chicago all safe and well but i still cant help feeling ill at ease.  I am at work tomorrow and i feel as if i want to stay in and hide, i am due to go out on friday to a friends daughters 21st bday party and i want to stay in........this is a nightmare....i am also back to worrying about all the small stuff that you would imagine that most people dont even know about..........oh to be able to shut this brain down for a while and recharge the batteries so that i am fit to fight these attacks.
Life totally sucks sometimes.