Well, journal nearly another week gone already, where does the time fly to???? Is it somewhere nice??  I have to spout a little agro here just now, and yes it is about my supervisor again. Since vhari told us about her mum, karen keeps going on about her mum dying from breast cancer.....now that was a very traumatic thing in her life and i do sympathise, but, i think she should have a little more tact than keeping on about it in front of vhari, i mean thats the last thing she wants to think about just now...silly bitch.....but i shall hold my tongue, except for on here.On a lighter note, i got more tunes out onto my mp3 player, Amy Winehouse, Mary J Blige, Buck Cherry, Stone Sour, Kill  Switch Engage, Micheal Buble, The Hoosiers...and loads more, i already had over a thousand songs on it. The funny thing is that sometimes when i am down i cant listen to music at all...i dont know why, its very strange but it just sends me to a darker place and makes me panic more. So since i am feeling rather upbeat at the moment i thought i would get loads of stuff and listen to lots of new albums  and its fuckin great........yippeeThe weather here is absolutly atrocious right now, wind, rain, snow, sleet, ice and of course sunshine. Scotland always delivers in its four seasons in one day no matter what time of year it is. I can even remember it snowing in may once!!! weird...............TTFN dear journal and speak soon