today has been a chore as always, but i seem to get used to just getting by and not really living the way i should.  As always at work emotions can be a challenge, especially when you work with the public like i do and sometimes you just want to shut yourself away in a small dark room where no-one will bother you. I hope with joining this forum that conversing with like minded people can help me feel less like a freak and more 'normal' whatever that is. TTFN.