feeling better

I am feeling better.  They put mr on an anti depressant about 2 months ago.   I did not realize how depressed I was until now.  I feel more like myself.  My Nuero asked if there were side effects and my husband said yes, she is happy, laughing, and joyful.  So mentally I am better.  Physically I have less pain.  I feel stronger than I did in the hospital, but slower and have trouble with both legs now.  It is a bummer to not drive anymore, but oh well.  I still love work.  I get rides and work 30hours a week.  Trying to reduce meds and get off Tizanadine, now that my pump is working well.  I will try it and see how I feel.  My doct.  wants to wait until the New Year before we start the chemo.  I am a bit tired of pills and doctors these days.