i cnt believe what i wrote i my last journal entry.  go way potty mouth lol.  yeah lifes still good i think it will continue to be so as long as i take my two anti psychotics.  did i tell you my boss's son has scitzophrenia.  i wonder just how easy it would be to tell her about the bp?  i should probably warn her now.  so that it gets overwhelming she will understand.  maybe she already put it together i mean i was in the hosp when i first started.  and she knew it.  maybe ill wait till the new year i suppose.  whatcha ya'll think?  still not sure if im going to cali after Christmas.  a great big headache!  eeeck stress... run run as fast as you can...