kk...so my friend was busy most of the day and 1/2 i was there 
bus ride back SUCKED on the way to phoenix it was standing room only and then when i got to phoenix it was only 20 min to the next stop but my family made me wait an extra 1 hour and 1/2 so that they didnt have to pick me up down town. crap so an hour bus ride took two and a half freakin hours. when i saw my family i was pissed. they thought id gotten into it with DEs and i said nooooo. i hated the ride. ive been good lately no up downs or all arounds. i need to talk with someone about a sleep aid though. with all my drowsy meds, traz and loxitane i still can only et to sleep after im subconciusly awake for an hour and then i must take xanax to get fully asleep. i shouldnt depend on xanax for sleep. or should i? well today i was so in the mood to just go shopping wish i couldve grabbed a couple friends... but went alone and bought some lavender candles including "soy seeds" and then went too kholes and bought two new bras that i desperatly needed. 
so a good day. works getting a lil easier. i seem to need help with everything there. but im learning by doing. looking forward to christmas. forget about thanksgiving. no family atmosphere. nothing. were doing it at all places...my work yes folks i get to spend my thanksgiving working at the cracker barrel then eating turkey at the cracker barrel. my fam just didnt want to cook for just the three of us. my friend did invite me but now i work
oh hell i just want it to be right before christmas. i love decorating my tree the smells the cheer the laughter of the holidys. i fam seems to have lost the holiday flair but ill get it at other places. so thats all my rant is over.....(for now)
bus ride back SUCKED on the way to phoenix it was standing room only and then when i got to phoenix it was only 20 min to the next stop but my family made me wait an extra 1 hour and 1/2 so that they didnt have to pick me up down town. crap so an hour bus ride took two and a half freakin hours. when i saw my family i was pissed. they thought id gotten into it with DEs and i said nooooo. i hated the ride. ive been good lately no up downs or all arounds. i need to talk with someone about a sleep aid though. with all my drowsy meds, traz and loxitane i still can only et to sleep after im subconciusly awake for an hour and then i must take xanax to get fully asleep. i shouldnt depend on xanax for sleep. or should i? well today i was so in the mood to just go shopping wish i couldve grabbed a couple friends... but went alone and bought some lavender candles including "soy seeds" and then went too kholes and bought two new bras that i desperatly needed. so a good day. works getting a lil easier. i seem to need help with everything there. but im learning by doing. looking forward to christmas. forget about thanksgiving. no family atmosphere. nothing. were doing it at all places...my work yes folks i get to spend my thanksgiving working at the cracker barrel then eating turkey at the cracker barrel. my fam just didnt want to cook for just the three of us. my friend did invite me but now i work oh hell i just want it to be right before christmas. i love decorating my tree the smells the cheer the laughter of the holidys. i fam seems to have lost the holiday flair but ill get it at other places. so thats all my rant is over.....(for now)
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ahhhhhhhhhhhh glad to see you made it home.... Glad you had fun shopping.... Missed you...
Tell me of the bras LMAO!! I love decorating the tree too! Hate u had a miserable busride! Now back to the bras....eh hell, burn \'em I say!!!