awe crap i feel like hell ....been depressed....guy problems and my friend at work noticed im a little on the down side. must make appointment with pdoc. She called me...we had an apt sceduled and i didnt go ...well it was Easter Sunday and i had big plans you see. Ayway here its Friday night there are things that i want to do could do should do but im in that funk mode again. ugh! how long will this one last? i wonder. i decided church tommorow. i will drag my butt out of bed get dressed and go. i need the stimulation. and God is and has been awesome in my life.