Things seem to go from bad to worse.   We have a friend in trouble.  Crystal..  there is some talk that she is a multiple.  I want to ask more about it but don't want to be pushy.  If I can get their names then I can make contact with them and see if I can help them any.  I am sure that they don't like males (men) very much.  That seems to be my lot in life.  It is going to be a long hard road but all of this will work itself out in the end.  There will be some pain and some crying and some grief but together we can work it all out.  Crystal finally contacted me 3 days after her problem started.  No face to face meeting but we texted and chatted on line.  It is a start to her healing.  I hear that Kim isn't even talking to me.  I don't know how long that has been.  I guess about a week.  I know what needs to be done with/for Kim.  I have to get her out of her room and get her to talk. I don't think that she was designed to handle the abuse that Riley had to go through.  Different abuse... I am not sure how to explain it.  Riley's abuse, was hours long where as Kim's was years.  Slow continous tourture versus a one time ordeal.  Does that make any sense.  I wish I understood more about how the mind deals with this stuff.  Each of us is different.  I think that I am just expressing random thoughts now.  That is how I think.  Can't ever get the thinking to stop.  Drives me crazy sometimes.  I need the answers to fix the minds and I don't know where to find them.  I am failing at what I was assigned to do.  I can't fail!!! I now have two minds to worry about.  I am gonna close this for now and and I don't know what I am gonna do.  until later.... apple