Wow, it has been so long since I have written....well, the only reason I am writing is because I think it will make me feel a bit better.So, I am pretty much in a really pissy mood today, just because it is 4A state (utah) debate is today and I am not participating because even though when I moved I am still attending a 4A school, but my school has no effing debate program! I tried to get one started and did get to compete once this season, which I guess is a good thing. Though it is my senior year and would have been my last year. Not to mention that I can't do mock trial this year due to "lack of intrest" at my school, the first time in 15 years, according to the mock trial "coach", that this school has not competed. Aside from all of that though, life is geting better; I told my huge crush how I feel about him, and even though he does not feel the same way our friendship is maintained and did not fall apart. So ya, aside from all that I am just sitting here, being bored, due to a lack of friends, I am kinda shy and therefore have made pretty much litterally no friends this year, but I still at least keep in touch with my friends from my old school so meh.