"I don't need sex, life fucks me whenever it can." This quote is my favorite ever! It shows I am not the only one. You know, I don't understand how I can hurt so much inside and yet my body just keeps on going, it doesn't make any sense, with this much pain my body should just give up and die already. I wish I had the strength to throw myself into oblivion, but the effects it would have on others might be negative, and I can't put others into pain, knowing full well how it feels. Well, nothing new to report, just the same old pain, oh except that Ihave stopped cutting myself, I am really happy about that. Well, as happy as I ever have the ability to get.