I am such a coward, I told a freind of mine that I am gay yeterday, she did not take it quite as well as I had hoped. Now I am sluffing school so I do not have to see her today. Maybe it will be good for her to think about it. I am really wanting to tell my family but I am so scared, I do have somewhat of a plan though, my one freind that I told and who understands in coming out to the city for thanksgiving, maybe I will ask her to be there when I tell my mom. Of course, I really do not want to ruin thanksgiving for may family, why does this have to be so hard and painful?