I have known I am gay for a long time, but I did not want to accept it, but now that I finally have it is really hard. I want to let my freinds and family know who I am, however I have this horrible fear of loosing everyone I love, everyone that is close to me. So I look here for support and who knows, maybe I can get the strength I need to come out to everyone.(except my best freind who already knows)