You know, I cant wait for this thing to be over.  Once the divorce is final, I wont have to worry any more about what is up his sleeve.   I often wonder if he is reading my journals here on DS.  I honestly dont think he would, but I wouldnt put it past her!  Maybe they dont really care at all!  That would be nice.  Once this is final, I can go on with my life and know my kids are with me where they belong.  Yes, he will have them every other weekend, and sometimes in between, if they want to, but I will not force them to go see their dad.  Besiides, he has not had the time to see them as much any more.  Just last weekend, when he had them, he had to work, so I got them sat morning and early sunday for the end of their weekend together.  Now, apparently, he is going to school to become a fireman.  I didnt think it would happen, but he said to the kids last night he was going!  We shall see. As far as the support goes.  He has to pay what the court orders.  I have to figure out what that will be.  He thinks I am spending the money every which way I can and not taking care of the kids.   Fact is, it doesnt matter what I spend the money on, or where.  He has NO SAY in where I spend it.  Really!  He is in for a rude awakening.  I cant wait to get him in court.  Not so much to see him suffer, I dont know if that will happen.  I just want to see what will happen , period.  Of course I would love to be able to say, I told you so, but not really.  Sure it would be nice, but I dont think it would make me feel much better in the end.    I wonder if he will bring her!  That would be something!   I wouldnt mind that at all.  Then if he did get the short end of the stick, she would be there to see it for herself and he cant go back and spew lies to her, and everyone else for that matter!  Yes, I cant wait for court!