Still feel pretty good.  Things are getting better every day.  My thoughts are getting more my own!  Not so much about him an what he is doing, or her and what she is doing with him.  I can honestly say, life is good.  I am taking care of the kids, and not relying on him any more.  I am taking care of me and I feel good!  I know what I have to do and Im doing it.  Me doing what I am doing proves to me I was right about him.  He cant take care of us!  He is too stupid!  OK, that was harsh, but he is too something.  I cant put my finger on it.  Irresponsible?  That could be a good word.  Anyways...life is good.  I am finding it hard to write more in my journals, because I am not having such a hard time with the situation any more.  Know what I mean?  I believe I have let go and know it is done.  I guess when the divorce comes around, I might have a few things to say then, but for now, Im good!