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Well went in for u/s sound and was not expecting it. Saw all 3 sacs again and they only could find 1 heartbeat. That 1 is growing good. The other that was the same size has stopped growing. And the smallest one was also still there but no growth. The heartbeat was 142, which they were so happy about. I go in for my last u's with them on 11/13 and then I get released to my OBGYN. Don't get me wrong, I am so happy that 1 made it, but I feel guilty being happy because the other two have not made it. I feel like if I get happy, something bad will happen to the good one. Am I being crazy? Hope my DS girls get their BFPs soon. Love ya!
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What a mixed bag! I think I would feel the same way...happy that the one was doing well but sad about the loss of the other two. I think you should be happy about the one - maybe the other two let go so that the one could thrive - the other two would want you to be happy. I hope that the one continues to do well. Thinking of you.
I will be thinking of you and your little bean. Just focus on the positive and take care of the one little blessing that God has saved especially for you. That baby needs you right now as much as you need it. I will keep you in my prayers.
I would feel that way also. I have a friend who was pregnant with twins & lost one during the pregnancy. It was amazing to see how she mourned for one & rejoiced for the other at the same time. Motherhood is so difficult, yet so wonderful. Losing a child has to be the hardest thing a mother can face. So, I send you my love & condolences for the two...I am so sorry...& I send my huge CONGRATULATIONS for the one, the one who will be your everything, the one you have longed for for so long, the one who will be so blessed to call you \"Mommy.\" I am so happy for you!
Your in my prayers. I totally understand you feeling the way you do.....Big hugs.
No you are not crazy at all. I think that those feelings are normal. I am very happy for your little one and that is a great heartbeat. I am sure that all will be well with your next us and you will see lots of growth in your little one. CONGRATS!
Bittersweet....I pray that this strong little one thrives & grow into a healthy baby for you to hold!!!