Sad
I don't know what is wrong with me today. I feel so down and alone all of a sudden. I wonder is it is because DH has been working late nights. He is self employed, so he works extra late now that its summertime and the daylight is longer. I am on BC again and I think its making me depressed. Oh man, I hate feeling like this. Sometimes I feel like this is never going to happen. How much more can I take this? I feel like I dont even want to try anymore and I hate that. It feels like a never ending cycle. I never thought I could handle so many BFNs mentally, physically, or emotionally. I am just afraid it is all running out. And I dont want to feel like that. I know I have to have hope, but where is the light? And lets not even bring up my tummy. All these stupid shots make me so bloated!!!! I look prego and I am not. Its just so sad. Why does our body do this to us? Hope all is well with you ladies. Love ya!
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I\'m sorry your feeling this way. I know how hard it can be when DH\'s work late & you feel alone. I find it helps me to stay as busy as possible so I even make myself schedules of what I\'ll clean on what night. It keeps my mind busy, house clean & then on weekends I can be outside in the summer. Just an idea! I hope you feel better soon! Big hugs!!!
I am so sorry you are feeling bad today. It must be this lousy weather because I have been feeling it too. I am sure DH not being around and all the hormones are making it a lot worse too. I pray that it does happen for you and that you are feeling better soon. This is such a hard road we travel for a family. You are in my thoughts {{{HUG}}}
You have every right to feel this way. You have been through so much. I\'ll be praying for you & hoping things look up soon.