Hi everyone. This is my 1st IUI with Gonal shots. I had 3 other IUIs done with clomid, but no luck. It has been 20 days since I have been doing the shots. My follicles are taking their time growing. The RE says be patient, I know this is frustrating. I cant help but feel like they are just experimenting this first time around. Why did he start me off at such a low dose and now that he sees that they are not growing as fast as they should with the shots, he up'd my dose to 112 from 37.5. My hormones are so out of whack, it is driving me crazy. I even snapped at someone at work. And I am NEVER mean or rude...lol. It is so weird that people are asking me what is wrong, you arent the same "Sandy" (I havent told anyone at work about my IF, except 1 person). So everyone else is just like, what the heck is wrong with her. I didnt think the hormones would be so out of whack. So back to the shots. I go in every 2 days for blood and u/s, my arms are black & blue and my spirits are so down. One day I went in and the tech said I had 1 foll at 14 and 2 at 12. Then I go in the next day and she says still only 2 at 12. I said, what about the one that was at 14, where did it go. I was so sad. All they can say is, I am sorry, maybe the tech measured wrong. I just wanted to crawl into bed and not come out. My DH is awesome though. He is always trying to cheer me up and make me smile. But sometimes, I just want to scream. This just isnt fair.