I'm trying to move on with my life without my husband, best friend, and of course my lover.  It has been difficult.  The one year of his death is approaching.  I've started to date again, but it is difficult.  I have been told that I am a very attractive person, however I do have MS, and so far I feel that I have ran into very shallow men.  I just don't walk very fast, but I am very capable of walking.  This new phase of my life just makes me miss him more and makes me realize how unfair life is.  Well I need to go to bed now.  11:25 pm 8/2/08