Well I'm finally writing in my journal again I know that it has been awhile. I wish I could say it has gotten easier, but it has not. I miss my husband. I miss my own house. I miss the companionship we shared as a couple. I am forty now, a divorcee, and now a widow. When do you know it is time to move on. Time to start looking for a companion?? If any one has advice, please send them my way. Bye for now!!!