Well I'm finally writing in my journal again I know that it has been awhile.  I wish I could say it has gotten easier, but it has not.  I miss my husband.   I miss my own house.  I miss the companionship we shared as a couple.  I am forty now, a divorcee, and now a widow.  When do you know it is time to move on.  Time to start looking for a companion??  If any one has advice, please send them my way.  Bye for now!!!