START LOVING MYSELF AGAIN DAMN THIS IS HARD TO DO.... I HATE THE IDEA THAT I WANT TO LOVE MYSELF AGAIN... BUT I WANT TO START LOVING MYSELF AGAIN SO THAT I CAN HELP MYSELF WITH SHIT GO TO NURSING SCHOOLWELL THE PAPERS ARE TURNED IN.... (HAVE BEEN) I GOT A CALL FROM A STUDENT ADVISOR TODAY.... I HAVE AN APPOINTMENT WITH THEM ON NEXT THURSDAY AT 9AM.... UGH FUN... BUT IT IS FOR SOMETHING I REALLY WANT TO DO SO I AM GOING TO MAKE SURE THAT MY ASS IS THERE EARLY TOO....COMPLY WITH MY THERAPISTTHIS IS GOING TO TAKE A WHILE...... IT'S HARD TO COMPLY WITH SOMEONE WHO YOU DON'T REALLY KNOW OR WANT TO DEAL WITH..... BUT I AM MANAGING.... I WILL MAKE IT.... I KNOW I WILL