I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE..... I WANT SO BAD RIGHT NOW TO KILL MYSELF SO BAD RIGHT NOW..... I KEEP GETTING FLASHBACKS OF THE RAPES, THE ABUSE I SUFFERED FROM THE AGE OF 3 UNTIL I RAN AWAY, THE ABUSE I SUFFERED IN RELATIONSHIPS. I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.... I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.... I AM GOING TO END IT ALL RIGHT NOW..... I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE...... NOBODY CARES... NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME....... SO WHY SHOULD I CARE?
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I care Jenn. Don\'t do anything, please!!! I need my friend. I\'m sorry I haven\'t been around much, I\'ve had the flu and I\'ve been a little down myself. But you are a great friend and I need you!!! Keep your chin up, things will get better. Just think about when you are a nurse and you get to help people. I know you will be really good at that.