I WROTE THIS THE NIGHT OF THE DAY MY MAW-MAW DIED.  I HAD TO FIX MY LAST NAME BECAUSE WHEN I SUBMITTED THESE POEMS I WAS IN A HURRY BECAUSE I WAS IN A CLASS AT SCHOOL. BUT IF YOU WANT TO SEE THEM JUST GO TO WWW.POETRY.COM FOR MY NAME ALL YOU HAVE TO TYPE IN IS JENNI SMITJ (SUPPOSED TO BE SMITH BUT LIKE I SAID I WAS IN A HURRY SO THAT I DIDN'T GET INTO TROUBLE FOR NOT DOING MY TYPING WORK FOR CLASS.)  I love you Grandma JaneIn loving memory of my grandma Jane. march,24,1952-August,26,2000When you were ill,My heart would fill,With all of your pain,I love you grandma Jane.You got up and fell,Grandma i could tell,You were in alot of pain,I love you grandma Jane.When you died,I completly sighed,Now i'm stuck with all of your pain,I love you grandma Jane.When i think of you,Your love is always true,Now i'm stuck with all of the pain,I love you grandma Jane.Jenni Michelle SmithCopyright ©2007  Jenni  Michelle Smith   Here's the storyShe's been gone for awhile.It's been five years or more,I would walk a mile or four,Just to see her again.Here's the story,My grandma was 48 when she died.She was full of the good Lord's glory.I didn't know what to do so I cried.She had cancer.I miss her so.She always wanted me to be a dancer.I understand it was her time to go.My mom and brother was there,When my grandma died.When my aunt got the call,All i did was cried.I cried because my grandma died.She's finally in a happy place,I thought my mom had lied,When she said my maw-maw died.Jenni Michelle SmithCopyright ©2007  Jenni  Michelle Smith  I loved her and always willI have to let her go.But something is keeping me,I'm being told "NO".I loved her and always will.I bairly have any memories,Of my grandma and me.But when it comes to anaversaries,My brain always reminds me.She died August 26, 2000And i'm still in loads of pain.I'm confused and,I still love my grandma Jane.When she died,I didn't know what to think, what to do.All i know is how much i cried.I never really had a clue.Jenni Michelle SmithCopyright ©2007  Jenni  Michelle Smith  I miss my grandma so muchI miss my grandma so much,It seems like yesterday when she died,When I think about her I try,Not to cry.It hurts me to know she's gone,But I still wish I could see her again.I still don't realize she's in no more pain,But that's because I love my grandma Jane.The love she gave was always true.But keep it between me and you,I still think her death was my fault.Even though my heart knows it wasn't.I do believe and know she's happy,She's in a place with no more pain.She has no more worries and no fears,She helps me dry my tears.Jenni Michelle SmithCopyright ©2007  Jenni  Michelle Smith  I really miss herShe was 48 when she died,I did nothing.Nothing but cried.I really miss her.I was at home,My mom and brother were there.I hit myself in the dome.I even pulled my hair.When my mom called,To say Grandma died,All I did was balled.I thought my mom had lied.When my grandma died,I didn't know what to say, to do.All I did was cried.Just because I miss her so.Jenni Michelle SmithCopyright ©2007  Jenni  Michelle Smith  My GrandmaI've went through too much pain,Especially after I lost my grandma jane.I swear I could go insane.I don't yet realize she's happy now.When I found out she had died,I never even cried,Until I got it through my head,That my favorite grandma was dead.It's still not in my head,That my grandma is dead,I know it in my heart.But my brain is lying to me.I have to let the fact go.That my grandma is long gone.But I am being told "NO"I cried from dusk til' dawn.Jenni Michelle SmithCopyright ©2007  Jenni  Michelle Smith  When She DiedMy grandma was only 48 when she died,Mostly all i did was cried.When i think of her,I try to remember,I try to remember,All the good times with her.But all i get is a blur.I loved her and i always will.She's been gone for over 4 years,I can remember all the pain and tears,My grandma's gone and i can't get over it.It seems like yesterday.My grandma was a great person,you would have loved her too.She was only 48 years old,When she died of cancer.Jenni Michelle SmithCopyright ©2007  Jenni  Michelle Smith