I'M ALONE, ALL ALONE IN THIS CRAZY ASS WORLD. I JUST FEEL AS IF I AM GETTING HELP BUT AM GETTING NOWHERE WITH IT. YEAH I APPRECIATE EVERYONE'S HELP. I REALLY DO. IT'S NOT THEM IT IS ME. I AM GETTING NOWHERE. I HAVE THE PROOF ON MY ARM. BUT I'LL BE OK. I CAN DO THIS. ALL I NEED TO MAKE SURE OF IS THAT I HAVE SOMEONE BEHIND ME TO CATCH ME IF I FALL. BECAUSE WHEN I FALL I GO DOWN HARD. I NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON, SOMEONE THAT WON'T TURN ME DOWN LIKE THEY DID AT THE HOSPITAL AND LIKE THEY DID WHEN I CALLED THE CRISIS HOTLINE. I JUST FEEL ALONE. PLEASE ANYONE TELL ME IF I AM A BURDEN TO YOU. I NEED TO KNOW. THAT IS COMPLETLY HOW I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW. JUST PLEASE TELL ME. I NEED TO KNOW. I NEED A SIGN OR SOMETHING. AGAIN PLEASE LET ME KNOW