I HAD SOME HELP WITH CALLING FOR HELP. BUT WE GOT IT DONE. I WALKED TO THE ER TOLD THEM WHAT WAS GOING ON WITH ME AND THE DOCTOR THERE CALLED SOMEONE IN FOR A PSYCH EVALUATION. I GOT EVALUATED AND I GUESS THEY DIDN'T FEEL THE NEED TO ADMIT ME THROUGH PSYCH. SHE SENT ME HOME AND TOLD ME TO CALL HER TOMORROW AND MAKE AN APPOINTMENT WITH HER. OF COURSE THE PERSON TO EVALUATE ME WAS MY COUNSELOR. I KEPT GETTING MAD AT HER AND GETTING AN ATTITUDE WITH HER BECAUSE SHE WAS TURNING EVERYTHING THAT I WAS TELLING HER INTO SOMETHING COMPLETLY DIFFERENT. AND THEN SHE'D YELL AT ME FOR NOT TALKING. WELL WOULD YOU BLAME ME FOR IT. THE IDIOT WAS TURNING EVERYTHING AROUND. I KNOW THAT I NEED TO BE IN THE HOSPITAL BUT I GUESS NOT. I WOULD TAKE MYSELF TO THE PSYCH HOSPITAL BUT SINCE I LIVE IN A DIFFERENT TOWN I'LL HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE SAME THING WITH MY COUNSELOR AGAIN AND SHE'LL SEND ME RIGHT BACK HOME. OH WELL. I'LL GET OVER IT.