wow, it's late in the day, noon and I'm finally ready to go on with this day.

Got up as usual at 5am, but just couldn't keep my eyes opened.

Last night I left my bedroom window opened a bit and woke up at 2am, a major headache, so I took 400mgs of Ibuprofen, so this am I was so drowsy I had to go back to bed for awhile.

Jade woke me up at 6:30am for her breakie, so I got up and made her food, when she left I watched a bit of tv, and fell back to sleep.
Just got up, feel much better and ready to go thru another day.

With the nice weather upon us, my hubby is gone from 5am to 8pm, so it's nice and quiet all day.

I've always been a lonner.

As a child, I was always in my room, with my stuff.

I had a build in shelves in the wall, where rested my 30 something dolls.

I had them all dressed up, and lined up one beside each other.

I also collected perfume bottles, my aunts would come and visit and bring me their half empty perfume bottles.

For some reason I cannot remember most of my childhood years.

My mother always said I was the most quiet child of her 6 children.

I've always wondered why I do not remember nothing from my younger years, right up to the age of 14, why would I not remember, does anyone else that this problem?

Like I was never abused, quite contrarely, we had a very normal childhood.

My father worked long days, and my mom was a stay at home mum.

Had 3 brothers, very active young man I might had, and 2 sisters, I am the middle sister, second olders of the family.

Whoa, listen to me going on and on, I will close for now and go visit my friends here at DS.

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i don\'t have that problem mine is short term when i wake up i don\'t know whay day it is,i know phone number of people before i got hurt but can\'t remember new ones.wheels
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I remember everything from my childhood, but my husband doesn\'t remember anything. It\'s like his whole memory bank was wiped out. We don\'t know why. Maybe his parent\'s divorce was too traumatic, or maybe it\'s just random. He just doesn\'t know. So I guess other people have that too, McK. I hope you have a nice peaceful day. I used to collect dolls and perfume bottles too! I loved the bottles. I\'d line them all up and play store. I was a loner and still am.
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I am an only child, I remember my childhood but still exhibit the loner tendencies of the only child.
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I don\'t feel so bad, I guess you would consider me a loner also, I like being at home here on the farm, Don\'t see no one but hubby for weeks, It has been much worse since I\'ve been on the treatment and haven\'t been able to get out on own and drive, I think a lot about my childhood right now, And why things are the way they are, no parents now and all, it is a very hard thing to deal with for me, Wow that the first time I have said that in a long time, I only talk with my sister about it, I hope that is a step in the right direction, I was abused as a child, I really wonder why I was treated so bad as a child it really wasn\'t my fault. thanks for listening , Hugs, tears god bless you dear!