Well feel so alone , feel like I am always the one keeping things together and going but on the inside like im ready to crash , life is so hard, so so hard, computer at work crashed , doesnt look like it will be fixed anytime soon cell phone died what else right , life thats all everyday something new that goes wrong, kids meltdowns and somehow they look to me for the answer but i dont have it, husbands sadness dont know how to "fix" that the guilt that i still carry , I dont know nothing is fun anymore nothing is really satisfying feel like im just feeling sorry for myself guess i am miss my daughter so much nothing makes it better no one to really talk to without either making them cry or want to run away oh well such is life not much fun this life ..not at all.............