Friday felt like a long week, a draining week,Glad its over, went to my CF mtg last night, there was a new mom there lost her 4 yr old , so sad, It was the 1st time I got thru a mtg w/out totally flling apart, I guess thats progress...not sure what to do with Kate, told me she would go to the grief camp now she says she is not going, How are you supposed to help someone if they refuse it? she went 1 time to a pyshchologist sais it wasnt bad then the 2nd time she wouldnt get out of the car? I dont know guess I just have to let her make her own way...I dont know.well I hope this weekend is ok, feeling down lonely what I would do to hear Ashley's voice again and have her come in and jump on my bed hey mum...wish I would wake up from this nightmare.....well HUGS to everyone and hope all have a good weekend.... Ash wish you were here, I miss you so much...11 months since you've gone, feels like yesterday...Love you ......